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Part 2: The Truth
I stared at the check. At the car title. At the pawn ticket.
Skyla sat down across from me. She was so tired she could barely keep her eyes open.
She said, I’m going to get more. I talked to my manager. I can pick up another shift on Sundays.
She said, I looked up clinical trials. Some of them are free. I printed the list. It’s in my bag.
She said, We’ll figure it out. I promise.
I couldn’t breathe.
I said, Skyla. I’m not sick.
She looked at me. She didn’t understand.
I said, I made it up. I’m not sick. I never was.
She said, What?
I said, My parents. My friends. They kept saying you were with me for my money. I wanted to know.
Skyla didn’t say anything for a long time.
Then she stood up. Slowly.
She looked at the check. Her car. Her grandmother’s ring.
She said, very quietly, You let me sell my grandmother’s ring.
I said, I didn’t know you’d do that.
She said, What did you think I’d do?
I said, I thought you’d leave.
She picked up her bag. She left the papers on the table.
She said, I did leave. For five days. To try to save your life.
She walked out the door.
I sat there for an hour. Then I called my mother.
I told her everything.
My mother was quiet. Then she said, Well. Now you know. She’s not after your money.
She said, You should be relieved. We were wrong. That’s all.
She said, Give her some time. She’ll come back. They always come back.
I kept my voice steady.
Mom, I said, she sold her car. She dropped out of school. She pawned her grandmother’s ring.
For me.
My mother didn’t answer.
Then she said something I didn’t expect.
She said, quietly, Your father did something like this to me. Before we were married.
He told me he’d lost all his money. To see if I’d stay.
I stayed. And I’ve never forgotten it.
Part 3: Five Days
I didn’t sleep that night. I sat at my kitchen table with Skyla’s papers. And I let myself count.
Two years together.
I counted the times I offered to pay her tuition. Eleven. She said no every time.
I counted the dinners. I always paid. She always insisted on leaving the tip. Even when the tip was more than her dinner would have cost at home.
I counted her birthday presents to me. Two. A scarf she knitted. A photo album she made by hand. Every page labeled in her handwriting.
I counted my presents to her. A designer bag. A watch. A weekend in Napa. She kept them all in the box. She said she was afraid to use them.
Then I counted the five days.
Mrs. Delgado, Skyla’s manager, called me the next morning. She’d heard what happened.
She said Skyla had worked a hundred and four hours in five days. Double shifts. Two of them overnight. She slept on the break room couch for four hours a night.
She said, I asked her why. She said her boyfriend was sick. She said she’d do anything.
She said, I gave her an advance on her paycheck. Two thousand dollars. She’s paying it back out of her tips.
She said, She cried in the walk-in freezer on the third night. She thought nobody saw.
Then I counted the pawn ticket.
Her grandmother’s ring. A small gold band with a garnet. Skyla’s grandmother raised her. She passed away two years ago.
Skyla wore that ring every day. She told me once it was the only thing that made her feel like she still had family.
She pawned it for four hundred dollars.
At nine in the morning, I drove to the pawn shop.
The man behind the counter looked at the ticket. Then at me.
He said, That ring? A young woman came in yesterday afternoon. Tried to buy it back.
She didn’t have enough. She cried right here at the counter.
Part 4: My Father
I bought the ring back. Four hundred and eighty dollars with interest.
Then I drove to my parents’ house.
My father was in his study. He looked up when I walked in.
My mother had told him.
He said, Your mother says you did something foolish.
I said, I did what you taught me. I tested her.
My father leaned back in his chair. He said, And now you know she’s genuine. That’s good.
He said, These things happen. She’ll forgive you. Buy her a new car. Pay her tuition. Make it up to her.
He said, Money solves most problems, son. That’s what it’s for.
Then he said the thing he’d always said.
Don’t let her make you feel guilty. You had a right to protect yourself.
I felt that one land. It was meant to.
Because I’d grown up hearing it. My whole life.
I took a slow breath.
Dad, I said quietly, she sold her car. She withdrew from college. She pawned her grandmother’s ring.
He waved his hand. So we’ll buy her a better car.
That’s not the point, I said. I lied to her. About the most frightening thing a person can hear.
I don’t get to fix that with money.
My father’s face changed.
I’m not going to buy her a car to make it go away, I said. I’m going to tell her the truth. And let her decide.
And I’m going to stop listening to you about who she is.
My father stared at me.
Then my mother spoke from the doorway.
She said, quietly, Richard. Tell him what you did to me.
Tell him how long it took me to trust you again.
My father went very still.
My mother said, Eleven years.
He told me he was bankrupt. To test me. I sold my piano.
I’ve never played again.
Part 5: The Ring
My father didn’t say anything for a long time.
Then he looked at my mother. He said, quietly, I’m sorry, Helen. I never said that, did I?
My mother said, No. You bought me a new piano. I never touched it.
I left my parents’ house. I drove to Skyla’s apartment.
She opened the door. She didn’t let me in.
I held out the small velvet box. She opened it. Her grandmother’s ring.
Her face crumpled.
She said, You bought it back.
I said, It’s yours. It was always yours.
She took it. She put it on her finger.
Then she said, That doesn’t fix anything.
I said, I know.
I told her about my parents. My father’s test. My mother’s piano. Eleven years.
I said, I’m not asking you to forgive me. I just want you to know that I know what I did.
I said, I’m not going to buy you a car. Or pay your tuition. Unless you ask.
I’m going to get help. A counselor. To figure out why I couldn’t believe someone could love me without my money.
Skyla closed the door.
For two months, I didn’t hear from her.
I started therapy. Every Thursday. I talked about my father. About growing up believing everyone wanted something.
Skyla re-enrolled for the spring semester. Mrs. Delgado told me. She bought a used car with her tips. Older than the one she sold.
I didn’t contact her. I didn’t send money. I didn’t send flowers.
In March, I got a text.
Coffee? Saturday? You’re paying. I’m leaving the tip.
We met at the little café near her campus.
She was wearing her grandmother’s ring.
We talked for three hours. About the lie. About my father. About her grandmother.
At the end, she said, I’m not ready to be your girlfriend again.
I said, I understand.
She said, But I’d like to be your friend. And see what happens.
I said, That’s more than I deserve.
She stood up. She left five dollars on the table for the tip.
Then she smiled.
She said, Next time, if you want to know if I love you, just ask me.
I said, Do you?
She thought about it for a long moment.
Then she said, Ask me again in a year.
I’ve been counting the days ever since.
